Day 3

Well I always seem to be on here more when the hubby is gone. This is my place to go and let it all out. I hope you enjoy.

Things are going here. I am done being sad that Nate is gone because it does Jonas and I no good. I miss him so much. I find myself not doing homework because he isn’t here to get onto me about doing it, lol. Yesterday was not a great day, the weekends are the hardest.

I decided last week that I didn’t care about school. I was burned out. So I took a quiz and randomly guessed the 10 answers and let me just say that it was not a smart idea. Although the crappy weekend, I have found a little more enthusiasm this week in doing school work, mostly in part because finals are next week and I don't have a choice.

The TV is my new best friend. LOL. I swear I think I watched at least 3 hours tonight. It was nice catching up on all of my shows.

This is a very random post.

Oh, I read a new book this weekend and I feel inspired. It was called The Total Money Makeover. Any book to do with finances I love but this one caught my attention. I am on a mission while Nate is gone I’m going to get things paid off. I am really excited.

Jonas is good. He is going to be the death of me. He cracks me up and then makes me cry. He is so hard headed. Oh, and he has learned to bite. Fun stuff! He has also learned a new song he calls "Da Da Da" and he dances to it. It is so cute. He is my big boy. I can tell he is missing daddy and it sucks for the both of us. He gives daddy's picture sugars every night. The thing I hate most about Nathan being gone is Jonas hollering for him every morning and evening when we get home. He took me upstairs the other day. I was unsure what he was up to. We got to my room and he screamed, "Daddy". We would always wake daddy up and Nate would hide under the covers. Things like that are the hardest parts of my day.

I know I sound all depressed but I am not. I am just adjusting to what my life will be like for the next 4-6 months.

Unfortunately for you that read this you will be along for the ride.

Goodnight!